I am now 27...I haven't been here in years and well...Alot has changed since I've been away.
I figured out more of what and who I am.
To Tell my younger self what goals we accomplished, we are happy. Happier than we've ever been. We did great kid. I'm writing all this for us. Others can read if they want.
We are doing amazing things. sure, it's not what we envisioned, but damn. We are singing again, drawing again, Falling in Love with who we are again. We figured out what the problem was...No we aren't healed completely, but we are learning. We have amazing people around us. We changed with the time away and left all the things that hurt us. We let go of the toxicity. We grew up from being so childish and misunderstanding. We admitted that we weren't always right and stopped being prepared for everything. We stopped being scared of letting go but that doesn't mean we forgot them. We have grown stronger and the time we have now, we are using to the best we can.
We have found something that we dreamed of.
Our voice.
What we've created here today, I wouldn't give that up for the world.
You learned to dance to the music that you cried to, kid.
You grew up into a good person.
You listened to yourself when it mattered.
You dropped old habits and it's been 4 years since the one and 5 for the other. (You know what I mean, kid)
You're working harder now to be healthy again.
I'm so fucking proud of you.
We are free.
I am free.
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